The Director's Wife

Letting go of Josiah is something I really don't think about.  About a year ago I struggled with a tremendous amount of guilt.  I felt guilty about the amount of time I spent in the ER with him after he died. I still have the time table in my head.... 5:29pm I got home from work 19 minutes go by 5:48pm Marcel calls 911 5 minutes go by 5:53pm first responder arrives, we are transported to the ER 22 minutes go by 6:45pm Josiah is pronounced dead in the ER 11 minutes go by 6:56pm Marcel takes the first picture of me holding Josiah in the ER 1 hour and 4 minutes go by 8:30pm I look at the clock in our ER room and told Marcel...."Let's leave at 9:00pm." 45 minutes go by 9:15pm we tell the nurses we are ready to go, we kiss Josiah good bye for the last time 5 minutes go by 3 hours and 30 minutes from when we found Josiah we left his body at the hospital 9:20pm we meet the Medical Examiner on our way out...we walk back in with her to tell our story 55 minutes go by 10:15pm w...

  Welcome back to my blog!  I am super excited to finally be typing again.  I often go through my day or week and think....oh I need to write about that but then I never do but today is different, today I am starting a new habit of writing every week and hopefully with a little discipline you will have a blog post every week from me!   D o you think I can do it?  Do you think I can post 52 posts this year?  The challenge is on!  As I type I feel so much better already!  Writing has always been one of my favorite ways to express myself.  So here we go! As you can see I have a new blog address...I'm so excited!  Please remember to come back to read my posts every week at 💚     thedirectorswife.net     💚 So simple and cute! I have so many ideas of what I will be sharing and here are just a few.  If you would like me to write about a specific topic please leave me a message in the comments and I...