The Director's Wife

It's been a pretty good week around here.  Grief is funny.  At times you feel almost "guilty" about being happy or doing "ok".  I'm learning from reading the Bible that you can mourn AND be happy at the same time.  It's quit an odd feeling. One thing that has really triggered me this week is The Church Directory.  Our church is in the middle of updating our directory and so they asked all of us to look at our picture and information and make any updates that are needed......gulp.....here is our picture from last year.... Do you see what I see????  Yep, no Josiah.  My heart sank when I realized we could not add him or have a family picture with him in our church directory.   This made me feel like he never existed.  It doesn't make sense to list someone who is no longer here.  I get that.  It just hurts...I wish he was in at least one directory.  It's like we just skipped that part of our families history.  ...

Happy Mother’s Day!  I am so blessed. I woke up this morning and turned to my husband and said, "I am momma to 5 babies! I have had 5 babies grow in my womb."  That’s pretty amazing.  I know many of you think Mother’s Day was going to be unbearable for me, especially with the pain I went through last week during my birthday, but God is so amazing and has provided me with amazing comfort today.   For thus says the Lord: "Behold, I will extend peace to her like a river, And the glory of the Gentiles like a flowing stream. Then you shall feed; On her sides shall you be carried, And be dandled on her knees. As one whom hi smother comforts, So I will comfort you; And you shall be comforted in Jerusalem." Isaiah 66: 12-13 I am so blessed to have mothered 5 beautiful children.  Although 2 are not with us I give all glory to God for his 5 amazing gifts.  Baby #1 Name: Rayne Theodora Age when I had her: 19 Age she is now: 25 Wha...